domingo, 6 de abril de 2014

Procrastination - Part 3: "The human physical body as a reflection of the mind due to procrastination" (Day 26)

When human beings are immersed within the infinite patterns of procrastination that are even justified as a self-definition or personality and statements like, "This is who I am", "I don't have to change", "I was born like this", "People have to learn how to accept me", etc. they are only hiding from reality. They do not want to give themselves the chance to move. Instead, they remain the same, because in renaming the same, you just go - apparently- with "no worries".

Procrastination is a system that manifests within all the fields in which human beings express themselves; at work, friendship, family, relationships, etc. 

It's so easy to remain the same just saying "I'll do it later" that you express that phrase whenever you feel like/procrastinate/don't want to move. 

Now, I want to focus on the physical outcome of the mind due to procrastination. I have personally accepted and allowed myself to become procrastination, even to the physical point. For instance, I have been experiencing a lot of pain in a specific part of my body and every time I knew I had to go to the doctor, I reacted with fear. Fear of getting bad news and creating mental scenarios in my mind where the doctor said, "you have cancer" or anything like that. 

It's unacceptable to remain in my mind instead of physically moving myself towards the good condition of my human physical body. 

I realized that all this time I was existing within my mind; excuses, fear, mental scenarios, and even positive thinking to compensate the negatively charged emotions. And the more I stayed within my mind, the more I remained the same; no difference in the physical reality. 

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to remain in my mind instead of physically moving myself towards what is best for life as the physical existence.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to express myself with sentences like "This is who I am", "I don't have to change", "I was born like this", "People have to learn how to accept me" to exist within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to participate in fear every time I realized I had procrastinated and done anything about it.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to activate the positive thinking once I noticed I was participating in fear due to the consequences of procrastination within my human physical body.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to abuse the phrase "I'll do it later" every time I knew I had to do something about myself.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed and accepted myself to see/understand/realize that in remaining within my mind I am not going to make any difference in the physical reality. 

I forgive myself that I have not allowed and accepted myself to see/understand/realize that I am my human physical body and that my mind is a pre-programmed system that I make it function every time I allow phrases like "I'll do it later", "This is who I am", "I don't have to change", "I was born like this", "People have to learn how to accept me", etc.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself as a system, thinking/believing that I was born like that and that anything had to change, because this is me and I don't have to change.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to let my self-definition as the mind make me remain within the same procrastination patterns and giving value to my justifications.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to give value to my justifications because I was those justifications. 

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think/believe that I am in control of my mind every time I procrastinated, thinking that it was me making the choice.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think/believe that I was procrastination every time I said "I'll do it later".

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to move along polarity after I realized the physical consequences of my actions. 

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to experience regret after I realized my physical pain was too much and that "I had to go to the doctor a long time ago".

When and as I see myself noticing there's something going "wrong" with my human physical body and I express myself with the "I'll do it later" phrase, I stop and breathe. I realize that my participation in those justifications are not going to make any physical/real change in my current existence and that I am only allowing myself to be controlled/fulfilled by a system because I am moving along polarity from fear to hope over and over again, instead of standing up and move myself and take care of my only and real vehicle of self-expression which is my human physical body. Not the mind.

I commit myself to stop the "I'll do it later" expression specially when my human physical body is compromised. 

I commit myself to take care of my human physical body instead of renaming in the mind.

I commit myself to stop defining myself as the mind every time I procrastinate. For example when I say "this is who I am", "I do stuff when I want", etc.


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