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Part II: Testing People through Changing my Behavior (Day 66)

This is the continuation of the post Testing People through Changing my Behavior (Day 62). So, here I go with the Self-Forgiveness.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to not really be here as self-awareness when I change my behavior in certain scenarios with certain beings in my environment.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to not see, realize and understand that the switch in my behavior occurs within and as a reaction of judgment that I didn’t see coming because I was not aware of myself as my physical expression.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to react with a change in my behavior trying to challenge the expression of another human being after I labeled them as “people that only express themselves as judgment”.  
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think, believe and perceive that in changing my behavior as a reaction/judgment towards other “people that only express themselves as judgment” i…

Pedophilia as Desire (Day 65)

Some co-workers asked me “did you hear the news about a pedophile teacher that recorded / photographed students?” and I had no idea.
I am subscribed to a page on Facebook where jobs are offered and everybody pastes - besides jobs offers - information related to teachers. 
I noticed there were some teachers asking for the name of that “Pedophile Teacher” and they wanted to know where he lives, works, etc.
Then, the news was posted and when I saw the picture of that “Pedophile Teacher” I realized it was an ex-classmate I had while doing my master at university. 
I got shocked and I couldn’t believe it was him and I felt bad, especially because apparently there was no solid information about what he did and I noticed that people were shattering my ex classmate through comments on Facebook without having concrete data.
I finally read the news and it said that this guy recorded teenagers using a hidden camera inside his handbag. That day - when he got arrested - there was a lady with her daught…

Part II - Your Ego is not your Amigo (Day 64)

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to depend on my friends’ mood to be able to express myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think/believe that if I go out without my friends I am going to get bored.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to
think/believe that my friends are
responsible for the way I experience
myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think/believe that I require to be with my friends to express myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear what other people may think of me if they see me alone.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think/believe that if I am alone that means I am depressed or going through a bad moment in my life.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to not see, realize and understand that each person is responsible for the way one experiences self.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and acce…

Your Ego is not your Amigo (Day 63)

The other day I saw a friend wearing a t-shirt that said, “your ego is not your amigo”. My first reaction was “wow, that’s cool and it’s true. Your ego is not who you want to be with, because it’s your pre-programmed mind”.
The next day I remembered what the t-shirt said again and I did the following:
"Your Ego is not your Amigo” 
Amigo = Am-Ego = I'm Ego = When Self becomes Ego from Thoughts/Feelings/Emotions creating an emotional attachment that we call "Trust" from which we exist/live in Separation; not as One & Equal, but in Self-Interest and Fear.
I remembered that I sometimes depend a lot on my amigos, especially when I have an idea, but I don’t want to do it alone. For instance going on vacation or just go out at night, eat something, etc.
About a year ago I realized this point existing within myself and I observed what were the reasons why I didn’t want to do something alone. It was basically the thought “I am going to get bored and not enjoy. I’d rather stay…