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Masturbation & Porn (Day 108)


Within the last weeks I have been exploring what masturbation really is and what we have come to be-LIE-ve masturbation is, especially through one’s participation in pornography. What do I mean by participation in pornography? - Watching porn to masturbate.

I have noticed that there exists this axiomatic thought that “It is impossible to masturbate without watching porn” that one can use as an excuse in order to remain within pre-programmed patterns / behaviors that keep us enslaved within the belief that we are making a choice when actually one is obediently following what the mass does = mass-turbating through watching porn.

I remember that I discovered masturbation at a very young age and I never required watching porn to do it because I had no idea that porn existed, so to me it was pure and innocent self-expression. Actually, porn was introduced to me by my friends some years later while I was in high school. It probably happened in the same way within your life.

So – what happened later was that it became a normal habit to watch porn when masturbating. I never questioned it and I thought it was cool because everybody did it that way.

I wouldn’t say that I became a-DICK-ted to masturbation / porn because there were periods where I would do it once a week and some others a bit more / less, depending on my activities or if I was single / in a relationship. BUT, the main point here is that I related masturbation to porn without realizing that I was being programmed / conditioned / alienated by society.

What I realized later when talking about sexual experiences with my friends was that we all wanted to achieve doing certain stuff when we were dating girls. It was basically what we observed in porn movies. – I am not going to write the details lol, but I am going to say that it was obvious that porn had become the source from where everyone was getting their sexual "education".

I personally do not see anything wrong / sinful / immoral in masturbation at all. What I see is alienation though. One learning through porn how a girl must look, what things she must be able to do within the sexual intercourse, how one should behave when having sex, etc. And then one goes duplicating the same mechanisms through imitation; the same that happens with teenagers when they like a singer / actor and then they start dressing / acting identically.

It constitutes what it is called bio-power = control over human beings' lives, not only focused on consciousness but also on their bodies. It is a type of control that penetrates the human up to their atoms, producing docile and fragmented beings, controlling their social bodies within and as their behavior.

Have you tried masturbating without watching porn? If your answer is “no”, well, I dare you to try it and experiment with yourself in order to be aware of how your behavior changes within the process. If your answer is “yes” well, are you sure that porn images are not inserted in your mind as memories when you start masturbating? Because they will start popping up within your mind like commercials / advertisement everytime you masturbate so as to make you realize to what extent you have been controlled / conditioned / alienated / pre-programmed.

Is it really you the one that is making the decision to masturbate as pure self-expression without needing porn / images / memories or are you just obediently following your domestication?


I will continue…

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  1. Cool stuff Pablo – It's true that we really do get our sexual education from porn, which is obviously ridiculous. Porn is created for the purpose of making money, and there is no supportive content in it what-so-ever – because that doesn't bring in any profit. We should really consider a ban on porn – because it does have far reaching implications and does hinder many people from creating effective and intimate relationships.

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  2. Obediently following the domestication je. Solo en un segundo aparecen en la mente muchisimos pensamientos de los cuales solo podemos detectar algunos, en los que no detectamos esta el virus preprogramado que relaciona la maturbacion con el porno, y realmente es un virus muy bien programado. Para desactivarlo es necesario traer a la conciencia lo que sucede en la mente. De hecho ahora estoy muy entretenido con ese virus en particular. En este dia en particular lo que he observado es que en la mente aparece una imagen vista, digamos que es la carta que el sistema de conciencia de mente juega con el fin de generar la atraccion pero ademas pasan otras cosas que tienen que ver con "pensamientos" que producen una ansiedad en el cuerpo, ahora estoy tratando de detectar que son esos pensamientos si es eque son pensamientos que estan ocurriendo en segundo plano. En mi caso en particular la desconexion con el plano fisico me vuelve mas vulnerable a este tipo de virus domesticador :) Saludos!!

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